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Oct. 15th, 2009

  • 7:15 PM


anxiety chokes me like razor wire.



 Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singin' "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up it's time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh

I'm gunna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down

I'm gunna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party
(and your tearin' up your photos 'cause you just wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen
(your stomachs filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said
(and your tearin' up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
We're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we already loved
You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love
You're just jealous 'cause we already loved
You're just jealous...




I'll be the girl with the long blond hair
And the really pale skin if you care
I sit in the corner of the room
Cross legged and quiet filled with doom

I never ever liked the smell in here
It's cold and wet and reeks of beer
The lights are turned out permanently
But that's ok 'cause I don't want to see.

Wayne
Wait for me
Take me up in your hot-air balloon
And feed me cotton candy
Wayne
Pray for me
'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years
Until then, wait for me

Who's the strange lady
With the big silly hair
And berries on her face
Dressed like a pear
Do I really have to hold her hand
And pretend she's my mommy,
You're the wife and man
When I know you're not my mommy

It's crowded and I feel
Lost in here
I'm trying to find a familiar fear
I look everywhere
But I just can't see
There's not anything that reminds me
Of me ...oh

Wayne
Wait for me
Take me up in your hot-air balloon
And feed me cotton candy
Wayne
Pray for me
'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years
Until then, wait for me

You make me fresh as flowers
Under these rocks and stones

Wayne
Wait for me
Take me up in your hot-air balloon
And feed me cotton candy
Wayne
Pray for me
'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years
Until then, wait for me

Take me up in your hot-air balloon
And feed me cotton candy
Wayne
Pray for me
'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years
Until then, wait for me.

 


Let's just live through this lie.

  • Jun. 28th, 2007 at 1:26 PM

so this is one of the best videos i've seen in a while.. plus the song is just ridiculous. :)

yeah that's all i got.

enjoy.

<33

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&VideoID=2039980348

"Sometimes love isn't about how much someone suits you
But, how much you're willing to change to suit them."



I swim for love baby..♥

  • Apr. 27th, 2007 at 10:49 AM

Its staring you, its staring me
Staring words I don't feel you believe
It's giving hope to all of us
Who'd sooner play a rich man's game than fall in love
You come apart with everything like a bird with wings that has no reason to fly
And so I watch the waves surround us, leave us shipwrecked on a desert island filled with pirates
This time treasure will not save us

Run away and they will only follow you
Sail away and the waves will come for you

Now this ghost ship it haunts my dreams, abandon hope. I swim for love, baby
I reached the shore, saved by a storm, this shows me what I have become
A diary that speaks of torture, we're your passengers all heartbroken, in black and white
Such a graceful suicide

Run away and they will only follow you,
Sail away and the waves will come for you


The TV cracks as I reach out for you
You've been brainwashed this world's got to you too.
The pretty face on the magazine ain't you.
The waves will come for you

Run away and they will only follow you
Sail away and the waves will come for you
The waves...



*eh hem..*

  • Apr. 24th, 2007 at 9:54 PM

I ADORE JENNIE.

let us always be tight.



Ain't found a way to kill met yet..

  • Apr. 24th, 2007 at 9:54 AM

drama was the most depressing thing ever. it's friggin drama WTF!
but yes courtney wasn't there and we all missed her dearly.
history blows except for the fact that i get to be on the computer.
jennie's sitting with kayla and i and were getting nothing done.
jennie's voice is irritating me, she never shuts up.
i'm starving i just want it to be lunch already.
and frolic in the sunshine. XD

i hope i get to hang out with elena on wednesday like she said yesterday. *crosses fingers*
we barely get to talk anymore :(

blehh it's so hot and stuffy in here.

so long.

xx



supppp
friday i stayed home ha, and slept in til 10 :D. i just hung around the house and cleaned then i waited to see if courtney would call but i was talking to jess online and she said she saw her n the crew wandering. so i met up with jess and ventured to courtney's. not before i went to see if i had to work and of course i did as well as today pssh. anywho we were waiting at the door and no1 answered then i heard courtney's distinct laugh rofl and her, danielle and elena were jumping on her neighbours trampoline. so we chilled for a bit then walked elena part way home. then when alex showed up we all got ridiculously baked holycrap lmao. i walked jess home and that was fun.. lol. it was really fuckin busy yesterday but the weathers soo nice so i guess it'll just get worse. but jennie came to see me with lydia!! and her mom and sarah and her doggy ehehe. they make me smile their all so close. <3
 so anyway it was almost 5 and i was dying to leave when ash tells me kayla's standing outside with some dude so i poke my head out and it's CAMERON! i was like wtffffff. we were supposed to go see him today but i had to work so i was really bummed. so he just showed up anyway, awwh i love him. :) so we go to my house and chill and aaron randomly shows up so we eventually venture to jess's after trying to call her. and we get there the second she walks out her door ready to go to the fair. freakaaay. so yes we all met up at the fair and wandered and sat on the curb 'cause everything would either make me sick or was broken and lame lol. but it sucked 'cause cam had to take his mom's car back at 8. but i'm still happy i got to see him. kayla and i came back and had dinner with jess and tab it was really fun and i couldn't even finish my food. 'cause i split a large pizza with ash at lunch and ate cotton candy and caramel corn at the fair lmao. oh god. i felt really sick. so yes i'm really glad i got to finally meet tabatha properly she's soo nice. her and jess are ridiculousy cute :) <33

so i've been up since 8:30 eww. so i'm just wasiting time til i have to work. then somehow memorize all of my lines tonight. let's hope i can do it.

laterr all <3

hope your sunday is swell.



So today kayla is finally back at school she can talk!! todays been alright drama was full of lameness again and ms lawrence was in a really bitchy mood. we can't possibly be done lysistrata this week theres just no way. even next week i can't see happening. but whatever. anywho so my weekend was fun, jennie, elena and i had a girls night and slept over at elenas house. before that jennie and i went to the oc to get the tickets and they were almost sold out!! but we got them and i'm stoked beyond belief. alexissss bitches. yes. i just wrote my med tech test i hope it wasn't too bad lmao i thought it'd be easier but i guess it's cause i didn't look over anything last night cause i completely forgot. ohh well i couldn't of done too bad. so we got double lolly's cause for the first time all semester were all in class. isn't that sad? all semester we haven't had the full class attend. well i'm sure proud, i know my attendance sure sucks for this class. but i have a 90 so i don't care. hmm OHYES i'm actually officially going to prom now yayy. i don't have a real date, but i'm taking elena and i don't care she's my love. aha. we'll have goodtimes it's my prom and i'm graduating i deserve to celebrate. except i have to pay for my own dress and such. so that blows plus i don't know what i'm doing about my hair or makeup either.. anyone know anyone who will give me a deal? maybe?.. i guess i'll figure something out. i'm gonna try and order this dress i saw on hot topic. it's really cute, black and simple, so i'll actually wanna keep it and wear it again. i didn't wanna get one from fair weather or laura anyway cause i know i'd show up in the same dress as like 9 other girls. 

yeah so that paragraph kinda just didn't end. i'm so sick of the grey sky, i don't even remember what the sun looks like. but it's supposed to be nice the rest of this week and this weekend. i might hopefully get to go see cameron on saturday if i don't have to work but i'll have to for sure sunday. so i have no idea when i'll be able to squeeze in homework. i have a ridiculous amount to do tonight like you would not believe. it's crazy. i don't wanna do ittttt. hopefully i'm chillin with jess tommorow if she gets off her butt and picks a day!! =P and ohyes this friday is 4/20 who want's to celebrate? rofl. can you tell i want to?

hmm i don't have much else to say right now so i hope everyones having a swell monday. and if not only a half hour til school's over ! :)

later loves. <3


Apr. 8th, 2007

  • 8:09 PM

so this past week has been filled with birthdaycrazygoodness. from elena to jennie to mr. rempel, etc. decorated both of their lockers then not so sneakaly ran into mr. rempels room and threw streamers around rofl. i friggen love him he's the funniest/nicest being i've probably ever encountered. so anywho, thursday after school kayla, jennie, sam and corine(sorry if i spelt that wrong) all stayed to redo the display for the GSA window it was really fun. even the suffocating parts of being behind the glass holycrap. but yes it looks really adorable, i hope everyone looks at it. so friday i had to work which sucked but that night was jennie and elena's birthday party wich was a lot of fun. everyone got so smashed lmao it was amusing. but i was elena's sober buddy aside from the shot for kurt and layne. i still had a lot of fun tho aside from my moment ahh well. however i did toke a little while courtney, alex, kayla and jennie stayed and got blitzed outta their skulls rofl. you silly gooses. good chats with elena and danielle tho :) and yet again i am sorry for writing on you courtney and alex but we did say it would happen if you fell asleep first. but i love you. saturday finally came home in the afternoon and just chilled. 

today i worked again and it sucked 'cause it was soo slow but i got to leave an hour early so that was good. i had chinese food for dinner it was soo good but i'm so full and i ate WAY too much chocolate. tommorow i'm hoping i'll finally get to sleep in and then i must finally do my homework bleck. i'm hoping i'll get to chill with elena tommorow night i miss her a lot today actually. hmm what else, i didn't get to go to rocky horror which made me very sad, but i'm glad you all had so much fun. now i'm aching to hang out with jess. i miss you, we HAVE to hang out this week/this weekend. 

arrg kayla is kicking me off. i'll finish later.

xo


i hate how beautiful you look in the rain.

  • Feb. 18th, 2007 at 12:56 PM

doing homework.

stupid effing sociology project roarrr.

i'm pretty swell though. hiding inside, the cold has come back.

i will not let myself go on msn or i will be distracted, like livejournal is now.

alright i'm off.

love you all and hope your sunday is going good.

<3


i think this entry served a purpose don't you?.



it snowed again wee.

  • Dec. 30th, 2006 at 9:13 AM

so i'm really bored cause i woke up at 9:30 & it is now 5 to 10. because my rents are always ridiculously loud & i'm a light sleeper. bahh. i'm gonna need some caffeine. i'm goin to see jeff today & i'm dragging elena with me cause.. yeah. it should be fun, but interesting cause it's been quite a while. i haven't done a lot since christmas holidays started but i never really do, my fam doesn't go away or anything. Hmm, christmas morning awkwardness that is my family aha. then wen't to shane & pam's new REALLY big & pretty house for dinner. saw the boys i love them. boxing day didn't really do anything. wednesday i chilled at courtney's with jennee & we drank rofl, woww that was pretty fun to say the least ahah. i love them. & thursday i finally go to see elena we chilled at her house & we had an energy drink & it was weird we got really hyper really fast & her hands we're shaking it was hilarious. then she stayed over & we chilled with amanda yesterday twas fun. hmm i think that's about it. ohh right we finally got a new printer & guess what it DOESN'T work yay. along with have the crap my comp right now. ughh. my volume won't even work, NO MUSIC. i'd say that's pretty tragic.
well i'll stop listing random things now.

love. xx